Every grown man was once a young boy. He had dreams, fears, and moments of discovery. Some wanted to be baseball players. Some wanted to be firefighters. I wanted to live to be thirty. Walk into the life of Chad Gaines. Tragic events that shaped and molded his life as a young boy. And later on in life led him to drugs, alcohol, and incarceration. Who am I, invites you to test your own will to live through the most incredible journey of life.